Thursday, December 30, 2010

1,000 mark!

Wow, as I return from a fun filled day of Chuck E. Cheese and sledding; I notice that my blog since July 1, 2010 has reached 1,000 viewers! This blog was only served to keep local family and friends updated on the progress of Jonathan while being deployed. I am overjoyed to look at that number and seeing nothing but the outpouring love that so many of you have given not only to Jonathan but myself. I pray that this blog finds you full of appreciation of ALL of your service men and women. It is truly a gift that there are so many of you praying for his safety and well being during this difficult journey. And a difficult journey it has been thus far. This blog has given me tranquility, relaxation, and the release of stress. So many times it's so hard to share my true emotions of how I feel. When coming here, I feel like it is an escape to get everything that I think about during this time. I am thankful that God is working through me during this experience! It has been a difficult one, but sooooo rewarding for so many reasons! :)
Since there are so many people that have reached out to this blog, I am beginning to think that this could be something I could get in tuned with as the new year approaches. Why not right? Just finishing my Masters a few weeks back, I feel like I will have a lot more time. My plan was to stop the blog once Jonathan was out of Afghanistan. However, since so many people are interested, I may in the future turn it into a photo blog that captures Jon's time in the military as well as our time spent together. Who knows? I think it would be a great way to look back in the future and see the blog and how much both of us have grown.
So, if you start to see the blog change a bit in the upcoming year, don't be alarmed! It's me trying out my new creativity.
Please continue to pray for Jon while he is on this dangerous long mission for the next twelve days. He has contacted me and seems to be doing well "virtually." I know that it is very dangerous where he is at, but I also know God is working in and through him!
I pray everyone has a safe and prosperous new year!

Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Holiday Photographs









Here are some pictures Jon's sister took right before he was heading to the airport. Some of my favorite ones captured our happiness together! :)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Safe


This morning I received great news that Jon is safe! It has been three days since I have talked to him and he was not sure if he would have been able to call at all. However, when I awoke, I had a missed call from him saying that he was doing well and was safe! I needed that little reminder today to get me through the day. The past few have been pretty rough. It is so hard thinking that the one you love is in harms way and you don't know what is going on, what he is doing, or what is he thinking. I am so grateful today, as I start a new day for Jon's sacrifices and dedication to our country so that all can remain free here in the United States. Please Lord, continue to watch over him and his unit and keep him safe through the rest of this mission.
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Rough Stuff

Christmas has gone and past. What a wonderful day it was merely for celebrating our Christ Saviors Birth! Time spent with family, joy with one another, and sharing old time stories from the past. However, something was missing, and that was Jonathan. It was a very emotional day. We tried numerous times to talk to him and be able to just say Merry Christmas, but deep down inside it certainly was not the same for him or for us. Failed connections via Skype, dropped phone calls made it even more frustrating. It broke my heart talking to him, knowing that of all things he just wanted to be home with family, and he couldn't. The Army did provide him with a nice hot meal which was nice to hear. I think that's the best thing I have heard the Army do since he has been deployed.
Today marks the first of fourteen days that Jon will be on mission. YES, this will be the longest that I will go without talking to him! It certainly will be a long two week. Especially when he is so sacrificial to call home or send a message to let us all know how he is doing every 1-2 days. However, this mission is different. 14 days gone with no communication. It is dangerous, unknown, and life risking. I would say this is the most intense mission since he has been in Afghanistan, and I know there have been quite a few already. I pray that God will continue to protect him and keep him focused and aware of his surroundings at all times. He could not share much with this mission, which is totally understandable. Please keep him in your prayers through another difficult task. I could only fathom the cold weather, deprivation, depression, and anguish he must be going through to know that he is stuck on this mission for 13 more days! It breaks my heart. I want him back to his FOB safe and sound with a nice message saying "I'm back safe, Kristine." Until then, I will patiently wait and continue counting down the days, hours, and minutes.
On a brighter note, the new year is fast approaching. I hope you have all your resolutions set and stick to them! I'm looking forward to a new year in that Jon will only have 5 more months left! Thank you for all your support and prayers. Happy New Year!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Sunday, December 19, 2010

It's a Cold one


Wow! It surely is getting cold. The hustle and bustle is taking place everywhere you turn. People rushing for the perfect gift, on fast forward, with no time to stop and think about the real meaning of this holiday season. Our world is so caught up in the societal view of what everyone else is doing...in my words all I can say is "grrrr!"
I was able to spend time with family tonight and head into Delaware Park in Buffalo, NY where we took in the beautiful sight of God's creation! It was incredible! As we were driving home, an awesome song came on that reminded me of Jon as well as the rest of the soldiers fighting around us. I miss him terribly but was happy to be able to talk to him today! Man, do I loooove skype! Great communication tool...especially when it is built into your cell phone :) Anyhow, a quick note to share this video with you all! Merry Christmas!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Saturday, December 18, 2010

The True Meaning of CHRISTmas


Love and Prayers,
Kristine

A Long Week

Boy what a long week it has been! I was stuck in Detroit for nearly 2 1/2 days due to lack of staff, weather and various delays! I was supposed to be home Sunday morning in time for Morgan's production in the The Story of Christmas at the Chapel; instead, I got in Tuesday afternoon! I was surely be tested, but was overjoyed to be able to use patience and see how God was going to use me with other people around me. It was great experience to say the least!
I hardly talked to Jon at all this week. He went on missions Tuesday and I was not able to talk to him until this morning. 4 whole days! I know, you may think that's nothing, but when you love and care for someone so far away it's torture! I talked to him this morning and he seemed very tired. I know that he has been working hard and the weather is getting very cold at night. During his four day mission, he had to sleep outside in temperatures as low as 26 degrees. To hear that, breaks my heart. Why is it that we dare sit here and complain about what we don't have, and instead be thankful for what we DO have?! The conditions that I see the soldiers go through are retch-id. Unfair. Agonizing. You have people like Jon who give their life to fight for our country but are still not being treated right. At one point today I broke down in tears because of this exact issue, but more because of the holidays. I am sad to know that Jon wants nothing more than to be home with his family right now and how much we all want him to be here with us. To know that he can't, kills me inside. He deserves to be here with his family. During times like these, I am thankful to know that he has chosen to be so selfless in helping others and giving back to others. His determination, strength, and faith never seizes to amaze me. He is a courageous and wonderful man! So as we approach Christmas this week, remember those who cannot be with their families this year. And please remember the TRUE meaning of CHRISTmas! Happy Holidays!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Great News!

Jon has made it back to Afghanistan and is adjusting back quite well. He began his first mission today since being back. I know it was VERY hard for him to leave home and head back to a place where the conditions are beyond horrible. However, I know that he will be strong and God will continue to wrap his arms around him and keep him safe.
With that being said, Obama had made a recent visit to Afghanistan while Jon was on R&R and made an announcement that he wanted to start pulling troops out by July 2011. How awesome! It is even better that Jon has heard that his unit will be finishing up missions in May and will be able to leave towards the end of May from Afghanistan and head back to Germany! What a blessing that would be. Once he gets to Germany, he will then take his leave at the end of June or beginning on July! This news yesterday made my ENTIRE day, week, and the rest of the year!
I feel that all the troops deserve this beyond words can ever express. I am thankful each time the phone rings that Jon is safe and the rest of the men and women in his battalion are as well. This journey has really strengthened my faith in Jesus! I am overjoyed with the many blessing that he has continued to provide! Please continue to pray for Jon's safety and strength for the next hopefully (finger's crossed) five months! Wow that sounds so awesome to say!
As the holidays approach, please don't forget to remember the REAL reason this holiday season! It is not about gifts, but the gifts you can offer to one another who are less fortunate.
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Monday, December 6, 2010

Almost back

Jon made it to Kuwait today and shall be back in Afghanistan by tomorrow. Please continue to keep him in your prayers...and may this be another quick six months until he is out of there and back home safe!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Sunday, December 5, 2010

An amazing visit!

Good evening! As we approach the holidays I would like to say how thankful I am as well as most of Jon's family and friends were to have him home for about fifteen days! It was time well spent and I could not have asked for a better two weeks. He arrived home on the 18th of Nov. In such a short time, we were all able to do so many fun and exciting things. Thanksgiving was an amazing time spent together with an amazing dinner cooked by his mother and sister...then you have us few that brought our dishes to share and pass along. Jon was able to meet most of my family and I was so blessed that they enjoyed one another's presence together. I have to say, Jon sure is open minded and welcoming in all situations! He truly is soooo selfless! We enjoyed dinner together at a Buffalo's favorite...Mulberry's in the Southtowns! Delicious Italian food! Yum. Many days were spent to having quality time together with one another. I truly cherish the nights we played games or just hung out and watched movies with the family. We were also able to go to Buffalo Bills game, shopping, movies, lunch, and a short, yet crazy trip to NYC for a few days! We had an INCREDIBLE time laughing, joking, smiling, grrrr-ing, and teasing one another. Yesterday, we all had to say goodbye as he left for his second half of his deployment in Afghanistan. I thought this second time would be much easier to say goodbye for a short while. However, I get so emotional thinking about the conditions that he has to go back and face on a daily basis. However, I have trust and hope in God through all battles that he is bigger than any situation that I face these days. I truly cannot wait until he is out of Afghanistan and back to Germany. For some reason, being away from home but yet safe and enjoyable brings me more peace and ease. Thanks for all of you who were able to send cards, letters, and care packages to Jon for Veteran's Day! He was truly surprises and overwhelmed with how many are truly thinking and praying for him during his deployment! And as always I thank each one of you for your love and support as we together go through this journey! I will post pictures soon.
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Monday, November 8, 2010

7 days!

Just an FYI that Jon will be leaving Tarin Kowt in one week from today! From there he will travel to Khandahar. After a few days, he will leave there and make his way to Kuwait then over to Germany to catch a flight to the U.S. I'm anticipating that he will be home Friday, the 19th! He will be home for exactly 15 1/2 days. His days start at midnight the day he arrives...which is a great plus! I cannot wait! It has been five entire months! What a great time to celebrate Thanksgiving and him being home. I'm thankful that God has kept him safe and that he will continue to keep him strong and determined to finish out his second half once he returns in the beginning of December!
Thank you everyone for your continued support and prayers!
"You hear, O LORD, the desire of the afflicted; you encourage them, and you listen to their cry." Psalm 10:17

Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Wow!

Wow! It's been nearly an entire month since I have posted! I feel so bad, but know that sometimes no news...is GOOD NEWS! Which this post is entirely all about good news! It's been a busy month. I am finishing up my Master's and have about four weeks left until I am finished! Morgan is busy with school and just being a normal 8 year old girl! :) Her and I will be running our first 5K next weekend. Yes...I have been training for a month or so to build endurance. The race is for my best friend that passed away in 2004 due to Rhabdomysarcoma. A rare, but deadly cancer. She was only 21. To run, or donate a basket visit www.lindsays5k.com.
On a better note, Jon is doing well! He has been superbly busy with missions and working hard! My school, family, and friends gathered 4 large boxes full of cards, items, and gifts to send to Jon and his unit for Veteran's Day. He was very surprised and excited! It was about 200 cards total! I thought doing something exciting and surprising would be great for him!
On an even better note...JON WILL BE LEAVING TARIN KOWT AND COMING HOME IN TEN DAYS! I am soooo thrilled as I know many other family members and friends are as well. When I look back to June, it has gone by very quickly! We have some pretty neat things planned! I cannot wait!
As we approach Veteran's Day, please be reminded as to why we have the day off from school and work this year. In doing so, remember to thank a Veteran or soldier who has and is serving our country still today! May God Bless!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Change...



As I think about change... I tend to think that I don't like change. I am a fan of routine, schedule, and sticking to it. However, I think about at times how change can be a good thing. It is good to get out of our element and not be so focused on time. What will we do? When will we do it? Where will it be? How long? I tend to ask myself these questions when making plans or doing things that involve time. It is important that your time is focused on change that will be for the glory of God. What will this time be for?

Speaking of change and time, Jon has arrived at his new location. He seems to like it better than KAF for many reasons. For one, it is less crowded, and two he is finding himself to be busier. I of course am happy that he has internet and seems to be happier when talking with him. He has been at Tarin Kowt for a little over a week. What a long week it was. I did not talk to him until this Saturday. Our schedules are so opposite that it is hard to take time to talk, skype, or even hear one another. I was quite thankful that he was safe. He returned from his 4 day mission and experienced some pretty interesting things. While investigating some pictures that his fellow soldier's had posted; I came across a picture that commented to Jon saying " Keeping doing all that praying..." and the comment went on to make some sarcastic remark. However, I was enlightened to know that Jon is being a light amongst those around him during the most difficult times for these young men and women. To know that he can model the love of Christ and be that inspiration to them while fighting for our country...is AMAZING. I was filled with tears. I am beyond proud of him for showing his sacrifices and to see where God has given him wisdom. Thank you lord Jesus for your continued love and protection.

While entering to blog, (it is very hard to do it often with work and school) I found that counter set up to a steady number! I haven't looked in awhile. However, It is exactly one month and two weeks until Jon is home! I am so excited! Which I am sure many of you are as well. Looking back on the past several months, I am continuing to see the unconditional blessings God has provided me with during this difficult journey! Please continue to pray and support Jon and the troops.

Love and Prayers,

Kristine

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Arrival

Just a quick update to let you know that Jon has made it to his new location. I talked to him today but it kept breaking up. He made it seem very "cool" where he is at. FOB, laundry, and such. The conversation lasted about 2 minutes. Hopefully I will be able to hear from him soon.

7 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Saturday, September 18, 2010

A new "home"

Wow! I feel like I have not updated in awhile. Not that I haven't had the time, but because Jon is doing so well. Praise God! He has been tremendously busy and has been doing missions often. He seems to really love it. He loves sharing about his autonomy these days. He still manages to watch movies and read a lot of books.
Last week he mentioned that he would be moving to a new location. No internet, no phone. I was so scared thinking that his company had to move and transition to a whole new environment in Afghanistan. It blows my mind how adapted to change these soldiers have to be. But Jon is strong and has and can perservere through any and all things. So with that being said, he has packed up both his and his roomates things this week. His roomate is currently home with family visiting. They will be moving out tomorrow and heading to Southern Afghanistan. I am not quite sure why. However, he will still be able to call home and hopefully get online at times. That also means a new address. I will update the margin with his new information. I'm quite scared to see my phone bill this month with all the texting back and forth. Well worth it though!
As I sit here and write on this beautiful Fall morning, I cannot stop but realize how much hope Jon has. He has done incredible things not only for others but for his country.
This week he gave me the biggest surprise. I was working with the kids and I got a page from my awesome office staff. KiKi says "I need you to come to the office now. You have a package waiting for you." My immediate response...was Oh my goodness. I'm scared. We NEVER get paged to the office. We usually have our 'packages' outside our mailbox. I get down to the office and everyone is in the office. I look over and there is this HUGE, BEAUTIFUL, COLORFUL bouquet of flowers. I'm thinking what in the world? Then I notice a bag, and my favorite sponge candy! I go to read the note and it says: "I'll be home in two months. I love you very much!" Love Jon. I started bawling my eyeballs out. My principal must have thought I was nuts. I was in shock. I would never expect anything. And for him to send them all the way from Afghanistan in the middle of war...just made me that much more in awe. Jon is a truly amazing person! I am so grateful and blessed beyond measures!
Please continue to pray for his safety and safe return home in less than two months!
Yahooooooo <------ sense the excitement?

Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Never Forgotten

As we go about our busy days today, please stop to remember 9*11*01. Not just because it happened, but because of all those who sacrificed their service and their lives here on our homeland but also those who have fought and are still fighting overseas in Iraq and Afghanistan. Remember the families of those who lost their loved ones. The ones who saw the tragic events happening in NYC, Washington, and PA. I remember being in court for my first speeding ticket. Jon was just twelve years old.

Nine years later we are still fighting for what happened here. Looking for Al-Qauda, Osama Bin Laden...those who were responsible for the tragedy that shook our nation. Looking back, I wonder where we would be if this did not happen? Instead I think about all the great things that have happened since. Our nation has been strong, united, and determined. May we continue to remember those who serve our country. "In our hearts we weep for you. In our minds we honor you."

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

"Next year Afghanistan..."

As I sit here and write, I continue to reflect on the presidential speech that just ended a few moments ago. Exactly 18 minutes of conversation from the US president. He praised the building of Iraq, the democracy of Iraq and the lowrise of troops that have left Iraq two weeks ago. Iraq now has lead responsibility for their government. Scary when I think about how just seven years ago the roads were covered in blood in Iraq. I pray that soldiers who have spent the majority of their lives on four deployments can now say that there has been a drastic improvement in this country. However, I am happy to know that the combat in the Iraq war has ended. It's now time to worry about energy reform, education, and economy right here in our own country.
I found it interesting that there was no praise for the initiation of Mr. Bush, but its seems Obama wanted to feel the divisions that "It is now time to turn the page. We will be partners with Iraq and Afghanistan even when we are gone." How do I interpret that? Is this a political statement towards Democrats or does he really mean it?
My mind ponders. Mr. Obama goes forth to say that the military will next move out of Afghanistan in July 2011. Our US has paid a huge price to put Iraq into a democracy. Nearly 4,400 soldiers have sacrificed their lives while serving in the Middle East. 1.5 million have served our country in Iraq 2 million if you include Afghanistan. Pretty astounding when you put it into measure. I was amazed to hear what our country does and will continue to do for our veterans....PTSD (1/5 of veterans suffer when coming home), disabilities, brain trauma, etc. For the first time in years, our government will continue to strengthen the GI Bill after 9/11 to help those who served with healthcare, support, and full education reform so that veterans no longer have to suffer. 450,000 have filed some sort of disability when returning from war. It has costed close to to 3 trillion dollars.
This nearly marks America's longest war. As we continue to see our troops serving our country now in Afghanistan please remember the troops are our steel in our ship of state. Obama states: "more than ever our nation needs to come together."
Please keep Jon in your prayers as he continues his missions this week. He called tonight to say that he would be going on a longer mission for the next few days that could last well into the double digits of hours.
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Thursday, August 26, 2010

New Record...

Today marks a new record in my book. Not such a great record if you ask me. Five entire full days since I have talked to Jon. I have been quite saddened the past few days. I keep thinking that we will talk soon, but in reality our schedules are so opposite these days who knows when the next time will be. This is the first time I have ever went this long without talking to him. I remember saying a few months back that two days was the most.... ugh. Therefore I am not adjusting very well to this whole new "routine." Life is keeping us both very busy. What I would do to hear his voice, to say he is okay. He called yesterday and of course I was at work and could not answer. A sweet, loving message saying that he was heading to go on missions. I just wanted to hear his voice and say good luck and to be safe before he left. As I write, I feel guilty about that missed call. Until I hear from him again I can only wait hours or even days until I know that he is safe. I miss Jon terribly and have not wanted nothing more lately then to have him home safe and able to be with family and friends.
I sit and watch the news lately knowing that our president recently exported combat troops for Iraq. The joy they must feel to be reunited with their families and loved ones after a long journey. Jon however has to stay in Afghanistan until July of 2011. Why can't this "war" just end entirely? The innocent lives lost, the challenges, the disabilities....etc. It's a constant battle I keep asking myself. I hate worrying on an hourly basis. Guessing the unknown.
I am quite sure Jon is okay. Only two months until he is home. :) The fun and excitement we will have. I know that he is going to want his mother's homemade cooking, his aunts cookies, his families love, and plenty of rest and sleep. All of which he deserves entirely! Beckers farms, skiing, NYC, and adventurous journey's are all to be had in less than three months! When I think of it in this context... I am overjoyed! I cannot wait. PLEASE keep Jon and his unit in your prayers as they begin more missions more often. I pray for his safety and that he continues to put God in the focus of all that he does.
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Jammies for GI's




What a great experience! Yesterday my daughter and I got to help out a friend of mine whose mom started an organization to help wounded soldiers. About five years ago, my friend Jeremy was injured while serving our country overseas in Africa. Due to the hazardous chemicals and damage that was done; he had to be transferred to a hospital in Germany where he layed for days on end without any new or clean clothes to change into. It was then that his mother linked with an individual in the military hospital to find out what the true needs were of the injured military. He began saying that they needed clothes, and personal belongings. Upon hearing the news, Cheryl was eager to send clothes to her son's stationed hospital to not only help him but also help others in need. When arriving at the post office, the clerk submitted by saying that it was going to cost over $500 to send a few boxes. At this time the money was coming out of her own pocket. However, she did it anyway knowing that there were many soldiers and military men and women who were in need of just clean pajamas and belongings. After a few years of sending packages overseas and beginning her own business, she now has started an organization that takes donations and send them overseas.
Lastnight, Morgan and I had the distinct pleasure to help out Jammies for GI's. After experiencing the trauma and heartache her son went through and still suffers from today, I felt that it is always good to give back no matter how busy we are in our in our daily routine (work, family, school, parties,etc.) Instead of making excuses, allow your children and spouse be a part of serving as well. What a great experience!
Prior to going, Morgan put up a huge fuss about going and was hesitant about going because it was going to be so "boring." However, after arriving it was clearly inspritational to see how many people truly care not only for our troops but more specifically our injured troops locally and globally. These troops come from overseas and are stationed for months without leaving or having changes of clothes or personal care belonging that are just for them.Everything is shared and multiplied in the amount of users. It is heartwrenching and beakoning to even fathom the treatment they receive after serving our country for months, years, and decades.
This organization allows us to give back to others. We were able to package bags and care items with local veterans that would be driven down south to be hand delivered to injured soldiers. All in doing so, there was live new coverage on our local news stations and Morgan and were there up close and personal: 2, 4, and 7. www.wkbw.com/news/local/Tonawanda-Mother-Sends-Jammies-To-Soldiers-101044059.html

If you are interested in volunteering or sponsoring this organization, please visit http://www.jammiesforgis.com/





Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Hmmmm....


Good evening! Sorry once again that it has been awhile. Sometimes not posting is great news...which is this case is the truth! But it has been beyond busy. Jon is doing very well. He seems to be staying busy and is enjoying watching all the great movies he can get his hands on. Each time I talk to him he is very positive...which in the past was not always the case. I love talking and hearing from him on a regular basis. Two months ago, I was preparing for a monthly letter or message in my inbox...and now the luxury of 4 or 5 times a week has been simply bliss. :) Jon still continues to get bored and has recently said that he is happy to start doing something soon. With that being said, Jon will start his next mission a week from today. He does not know how long it will last. So the anxiety will soon come back as we awestrickenly wait with anticipation until we hear from him again. I know that he will be safe. It seems with everything that has been happening, the military is smartening up and getting things they need rather than doing without.
Sorry I post a lot of pictures and sometimes videos. I am a very visual person, and those who don't know me quite that well yet; I LOVE photography. There have been so many pictures in the military that I have seen and just have such meaningful words behind every one. Photography to me is art. Any picture...any style. I love it all. Posting these on here convey a message from me or thoughts I am thinking. :)
Anyhow....I hope to continue to post more as Jon gets a little more busier. I know that my next semester will be pretty busy. I start back at work tomorrow and will be teaching second grade. I'm excited for a new adventure and a continued opportunity to make a difference. Our first expedition will be citizenship, government, and voting. I hope to be able to incorporate Jon's unit somewhere in our service learning. What a great connection right in our own backyard. With that I will also be finishing up my Masters in Literacy and doing a tutoring practicuum twice a week. However, at night I tend to try and relax. That rarely happens. Therefore, I am hoping that coming to this blog will ease the stress of my everyday concerns. Please continue to keep Jon and his unit in your prayers as he starts his next mission. I pray that God will continue to put his grace and protection over him and keep him safe.
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Coming Home...

Cannot wait to see Jon! To stop blog music...scroll to bottom of page and hit stop on music playlist before clicking play on video.

Love and Prayers,

Kristine

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Build and Fight...











Just wanted to share some photos I found on the various things that have happened over the past few weeks at Jon's Batallion. Absolutely stunning photos!




Saturday, August 7, 2010

Heroism

What a great summer it has been! The sun is shining and family and friends gather near to be together. Lately I keep pondering. I keep reading stories....following blogs...and just feeling plain out bummed. As I gather with my friends, family, and Jon's family I keep thinking how Jon must feel not to be able to do all these fun things that we have all been doing. I know and support his choice in the Army...but at times I feel bad talking about everything we have been doing all summer. He has missed so many things over the past few months: Parties, festivals, pool parties, amusement parks, beaches, birthdays, and just well spent quality moments. Today I sat with Chris talking about transition. As I looked around I wondered what others thought or the transitions that they have experienced in life. We all know Jon wants to be rambo deep down inside and is eager to earn his "purple heart." However, we just want him to be himself before he left without any injuries and transition very well back into life after this amazing journey. I pray for Jon everyday more than once for this specifically.
I also keep asking: Why is it that a soldier longs to earn the purple heart to be considered a hero? He was a hero to me as soon as I met him. Determination. Honor. Integrity. Strength. Courage. What labels a hero to others? Do we have heroes? Gerald Gillis recently wrote that our societal view of a hero is the fame and fortune of Hollywood. They get the lights and all the attention and rarely see the good will of people being seen. Or sports players who make millions and receive light for going to the Super Bowl. Why not our soldiers? Sleepless nights, horrible conditions, fear 24/7, risking their life, and fighting for ours. Soldiers come back with PTSD and some will never be the same because of the sacrifices they made. How many soldiers can you honestly name who have recieved light because of their heroism? Only six since the war on Iraq and Afghanistan began. How many of the six have you seen coverage on? How many do you know the names of? This shows me that our society doesn't value true heroism. But....we still have heroes. How about the pilot who landed the plane into the Hudson safely with a full crew of passengers? He got full coverage. Or those who contributed to Haiti Relief? Where is the coverage for the heroes who battle cancer, raise their children with one parent and get a career, those who work three jobs to support their family, who give up their time to do missions overseas, and most importantly those who are in uniform and are heroic than any other previous generation. Gosh I love his words and encouragement and that's what prompted this post. He truly has things well said.
I sit here thinking about all the opportunites that Jon has missed out over the past few months...but know that no matter what, he is doing what he's always wanted to do...and he will always be a hero in my eyes...along with every other soldier and veteran who has served the good ole' US of A!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Winning or Politics?

Good evening! I hope your week is treating you well. The weather has been absolutely stunning here in Buffalo! It's been awesome to enjoy a great summer for once without rain! I wanted to share something I listened to tonight on 99.5 Christian Radio. There was a gentleman speaking about our current war in Afghanistan. How everyone is so quick to blame Bush for starting this whole thing and throwing soldiers into Iraq and then over to Afghanistan. However, has anyone sat back and thought about Obama? This post may get to some of you based on your beliefs....but it really got to me while sitting in the madness of traffic on the Grand Island bridge this evening. Bush had sent our troops overseas to win! However, it seems that Obama has troops over there for a political war...not to win. If this is the reason (or as I am recently seeing it), then I feel like this is turning into the Vietnam all over again with the casualities so easily being lost. The Vietnam lost 58, 159 U.S. soldiers. It's been nearly nine years since this war began. I pray that Washington and Administration can see the real light to this war and quickly bring our troops home. The stories I have been seeing, hearing, and living, are just not right. If we have a purpose to be there...it needs to be to win. It seems like now if they shoot us, we shoot them back. If they bomb, we bomb them back. There seems to be no true fight other than politics...this may just be the "glamour" that I am only seeing from Media. Who knows?! Either way, I needed to vent.
Better news is that Jon is doing well and he will be home in three months! Ahhh...I cannot wait! I hope everyone enjoys their weekend. I hope to update as often as possible...however, teaching will be getting the best of me in the next coming months! Continue to keep Jon in your prayers as well as the rest of his batallion.
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

A Rough Start...

Boy Oh Boy! What a day it has been. I woke up to messages that alarmed me and news that scared me entirely! I cannot begin to tell you how gut wrenching it is to hear that the love of your life is in danger. I got a message this morning saying that KAF was under attack from insurgents. My immediate response is "Why?" However, I'm recently learning that instead of blaming others...to go forth and seek and praise God. So as I went about my daily routine, I thanked God for his abundant blessings in my life.
I could not stop thinking about Jon's safety. To know that I cannot pick up the phone, drive, or see him immediately in such a time of diar need...left me with uncertainty for most the day. Apparently there was an attack on Jon's base early in the middle of the night. I kept asking who, what, when, why and where? Thankfully Jon called home to let us all know that he was safe! :) Apparently they were all awakened to missle attacks in the middle of the night. I'm sure they knew that they were coming soon since there hadn't been one in nearly a week. Sure enough they arrived full force with a tractor full of explosives that breached the perimeter wall of the base. According to news reports, Talibans have attacked from the North end in the past. However, they attacked from the South lastnight. This is a huge worry and is now leaving new development and new precautions to take into consideration. The fire lasted nearly an hour and everyone at KAF took the steps needed to safety. Thankfully there were no captures or killings. Everyone in the 20th batallion is accounted for! I can only imagine what they think before they put there head to their pillow after a hard day at work : What went wrong? How did we do? How can we do better? That sort of thing. I will continue to praise God for his blessing and protection on Jon and the rest of the soldiers. I know that it has been a pretty emotional day for me and an ever stressful journey for them. This signals a pretty clear intent to not go "quietly into the night."
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

A Glimpse of Reality...

Good evening! It's been a few days since I posted last. It's been pretty busy. Enjoying summer and getting back into the routine of school starting up in a few weeks has gotten the best of me. I haven't talked to Jon since Monday. He said he was going to call yesterday...but here I wait two days later. I hope that he is safe and that everything is going well overseas. I keep hearing alarming stories and just keep praying that it will never happen to Jon. He was relieved to be back from his first mission last he spoke. Therefore, he is going to become very bored waiting for his next mission. There is not much to do, except go to class during the day and workout in the gym at night. Other than that it's entertaining yourself. Of course he has all his books, journals, DSi (such a kid at heart), and laptop but that does not do justice if you do only these four things hours on end. There are only so many books you can read and movies you can watch. Grrrr (as Jon would say) And to top it there is no internet. You never realize how dependent you really can be on such luxuries. I recently shared a conversation that there are alarming rates of suicide due to boredom. June marked nearly 59 suicides in the military because of this. There are two guys who are currently creating a video documentary and trying to spread the message across to all military about this alarmingly high issue taking place right now. I know Jon could think of enough crazy things to do to keep him busy. He has connected with a lot of soldiers who have now become friends. They are always hanging out together.
If you get a spare minute or twenty, write him a letter, send him encouragement, or send his good ole favorites: devotionals, verses, beef jerky, skittles, trail mix, starbursts, DSi games! Anything to keep his mind occupied for the next five weeks. I say five weeks because that is the time he should technically wait until the next mission. They have put a hault of the missions. However, they are taking volunteers for those soldiers who are willing to go out voluntarily. We have told Jon not to do it for many reasons. Little will he listen. His family thinks he'll listen to me....NOT SO MUCH! :) He is stubborn at times...and of course a typical male. So as I write...I think maybe he volunteered for a mission and that's why I have not heard from him? I have no idea.
I recently saw photography of the 20th batallion that I wanted to share with all of you. It gives us as outsiders a closer look at life in their their world. Soldiers are doing mission for 12-16 hours at a time with only a few hours of sleep until the next one begins.
Visit www.globalpost.com/dispatch/afghanistan/100725/full-frame-clearing-the-way to see the outstanding photography of Jon's batallion!
Please continue to keep Jon in your prayers. Last week four soldier's from Jon's batallion passed and come to find out, one of them taught Jon's class prior to him leaving for his mission. Only three months and two weeks until he is home...but hey who's counting??
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Wise Words...

Good evening! What a busy and long week it has been! Busy in the normal day to day things, long in that I went quite a few days not talking to Jon! After my last post, he was just getting finished with his first mission. What an experience it was. He was excited to share that him and his unit were able to find a IED on a local road. For those of you non-experts in military terms, this is an Improvised Explosive Device. Hey it took me a long time to learn this stuff too...and I learned it on my own...well through various online sources. These are homemade bombs that the Talibans create and place throughout the country on bridges, roads, etc. I recently read an article that these IED's were being put into bags looking like candy in a city surrounded by children. How sickening. Jon's batallion have even found IED's in baskets and had one incident where it looked as if a corpse was laying on the ground. The enemies placed blood on the cloth so that when soldiers or local civilians went to grab the "body", they would get blown up. Again, thanks for my online 20th batallion sources! :) I don't think Jon would share that much information with me...ever!
I never realized how important and yet dangerous Jon's job really can be. How scary for local Afghanis who want a shot at a good life here on earth and are constantly being challenged with that on a daily basis. Anyhow, he has finished his first mission and has been sitting in a local unit near their mission for about two days waiting for a flight back to KAF (his original base.) So in the meantime he has been heading to an Army recreational facility so that he can get online and chat through skype. It has been a glorious two days. Not only because I got to talk to him...but I got a once again encouraging message in my inbox. Another sign from God.
On May 29, I was truly touched by a message that my pastor (Jerry Gillis) spoke on. It was Memorial Day. As he began speaking his eyes filled with tears and he read what his father had wrote. After leaving service that day, I kept thinking how I could get access to this information other than visiting http://www.thechapel.com/. His father truly has a way with words. I walked out heading home googling his father's blog, asking others, and just not having any courage to go up to our pastor and ask him. He's kinda famous in my eyes. So therefore, I got nothing. Two months later (yesterday) I get an e-mail saying Kristine I prayed for Jon today. Signed, Pastor Jerry! What a sign from a God and a great opportunity to get in touch with his father's story and blog. I was able to get Gerald Gillis' blog. What an amazing writer he is! Here is a special blog entry that was shared:

Since the sound of the first shots being fired at sunrise on April 19, 1775, in Lexington, MA, through the present-day sounds of battle being heard in Afghanistan, there have been an estimated 1,314,000 Americans killed in combat in service to this Nation.
Think of it this way:Twenty-two miles driving distance from Lexington is Boston's Fenway Park, with a capacity of 39,600 people. Fenway would have to fill to capacity a total of 33 times to equal the number of American war dead in our history. Thirty-three times! It would have to sell out every day in May, plus June 1st and 2nd, with different people each day, to reach 1.3 million total.
And that doesn't count the thousands upon thousands of wounded-physically and/or emotionally-who bled and suffered and came home changed forever. It doesn't count the grieving parents or the widowed spouses. It doesn't count the children left without a parent. It doesn't count the friends and classmates and teammates and unit buddies whose grief also adds to and pushes out those ripples of impact that spread far beyond the home address of the deceased. For every U.S. soldier, sailor, Marine, or airman who has fallen, for every white cross or Star of David in an American or foreign cemetery, many, many more have been touched.
Our fallen heroes are our collective loss. And, odd as it sounds, it is also our collective gain. We are free because of them. We can choose how we work, how we play, how we worship, whom we vote for, where we live, because of them. We have life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness in more than just the theoretical, because of them.
When Old Glory snaps in the breeze, proudly displaying its radiant colors and soliciting emotions that tend to constrict one's throat and moisten one's eyes, when taps plays and drives its somber notes into the very deepest parts of us, think of them. And their families. And those who are in harm's way, stil, in dangerous and far-away places.
But especially think of them. All 1,314,000 of them.
They gave us all they had. They've honored us, and made us better. "The last full measure," as Mr. Lincoln so aptly spoke at Gettysburg.
Now we pause to honor them. And to thank them. All of them. The thirty-three stadiums of them. May they rest in peace and may God bless.
-Gerald Gillis


How awesome, how incredible, how emotional. Gerald Gillis was a Marine himself. Today he is a writer. He recently published a book Shall Never See So Much. This book focuses on times during war. You can also follow his blog with updates continously and encouraging words. http://www.geraldgillis.blogspot.com/ -A Second Act.
I especially wanted to share this with the scary news of what has been going on the past few weeks right in Afghanistan. Four soldiers from the engineering company died last week. Yesterday, two more navy men were taken from the Talibans are either dead or being held hostage. July marks the deadliest month so far since the war began 8 years ago. We need to be thankful for each day we have and know that this is only our temporary home. Continue to keep Jon in your prayers. And thanks for everyones love and support during this difficult journey.
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Friday, July 23, 2010

You Never know who You're Going to Meet...


What an interesting evening it was...or shall I say another sign from God! I was with friends lastnite at our local canal fest. As we sat talking I noticed a few guys in uniform hanging out. For those of you who don't know me that well...I tend to be well you know very approachable. I noticed these Army seargents in gear and felt that I needed to say "Thanks for your service." As I try to do whenever I get the opportunity. I never thought it was that important until I picked Jon up at the airport and heard everyone thank him. As I approach them with my kind words he returns and says well we cannot do it without all your support...so thanks to you guys too! We got to talking...and because I love to brag about Jon, of course I told them about him being in Afghanistan. When talking about missions and not knowing when we would hear from him again; he told me that there were a few sites that you can visit to stay updated on what is actually taking place where his engineering company is stationed. So this morning when waking up, that's exactly what I did! Sure enough...his batallion has a facebook page! Another reason why I love facebook! You can join their page and the commander updates with news every few days. It was interesting learning about the new bomb robot named Talon that the soldiers are starting to use to detect roadside bombs (See picture above). I also found a site that posts pictures from their batallion as well as various news. There are pictures of Jon's unit arriving in Afghanistan. This site is www.20thengineers.com/afghanistan.html I hope everyone has a great weekend! Continue to keep Jon and his unit in your prayers!


Love and Prayers,

Kristine

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Mission has Begun

Good afternoon! It is official! Jon has left for his first mission. He called Monday night and was very tired. He was awakened once again but for a different reason this time. Someone in his unit lost a part to a weapon so they had to wake up at 4am to go on a search for this missing piece. Still not sure if they ended up finding it...
Tuesday was a sad day for me. I was sad to know that Monday ended up being the last time I would talk to Jon until he finished his mission. He arrived Tuesday in a different part of the country and found a computer to use in a cafe with limited internet access. As I sat tutoring, he was texting me through facebook. Getting a text is not the same as hearing the one you loves voice on the other end. There truly is no comparison. He noted that he would not know when he would be able to call or even send a message again. If it all goes according to plan; I'm hoping that it will be a week like he said when he first began. It has been two days and I sit here waiting to be excited with a call or anything to know that he is okay. I know that God is watching over him and protecting him. I pray that he is safe as he is currently working on his first mission with the "enemies." I imagine the fear, anxiety, and determiation that he and the rest of his unit must be feeling during this first mission experience. Please continue to pray for strength and determination during this difficult time. I miss him so much as I'm sure many of you do as well.
A friend shared some culture pictures of what life is like for those who live in the country. Jake served a year in the Army as well. So many times we sit here asking for more, wanting more and needing more! It is important to be thankful for the things that you have and not to dwell on always wanting and having the bigger and better mentality of life. Please continue to keep Jon in your prayers. He needs them more than ever!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine




Getting to know one another

Life during war



Protecting the streets




Sunday, July 18, 2010

Simply Bliss...

Good Morning! I hope all is well with each and everyone of you today! What a great few days it has been. The sun has been shining! Being home all summer is certainly something I could get used to! :)
I was able to spend the evening with Robin on Thursday (Jon's mom). What a treat! It was so nice catching up on life and sharing how we have become who we are today with God in our lives. Looking back and reflecting, it is so amazing to see how God has worked in and through my life. Nine years ago struggling to make ends meet, and now I'm blessed with my beautiful daughter, a home, a great career and an amazing boyfriend! God is good! I pray that he continues to work in me and use me for his purpose. Robin and I had went out to dinner at Chester's on Transit! Yummmm! We probably could have eaten way more but we tried to be good ladies! :) Aftewards we went and purchased some things for Jon. Our plan was to go home and pack up a care package for him! We were able to purchase so many goodies that Jon could enjoy....all while stealing our own out of the containers! Trail mix, licorice, skittles, iced tea, and his ultimate favorite: HOMEMADE chocolate chip cookies. It's a good thing he has his mom and aunt because I get a 0 in the baking department. I'm more of a slice and bake kinda girl! I'm sure Jon doesn't even know the difference. :)
On the other note, Jon is doing very well. Still having a lot of rocket attacks that are becoming more of a nuisance. He said that Thursday night he had to be awakened twice in the middle of the night to get up and get into a bunker with the rest of the guys. Visualizing that is pretty scary. However, it seems like they are so used to them that they are becoming a "normal" part of their life in Afghanistan. Other than that he is staying busy and continuing to take classes for thier first mission that should take place sometime in August. He watches movies and works out at the gym in his spare time. Yesterday his base had theAfghanis come in to host a bazzaar where they sell all their homemade gadgets, knick knacks, and items. Jon said it was really neat! He ended up buying a handmade carved belt.
It is such a pleasure to have him able to call everyday still using that cool new phone of his. Hearing his voice fills me with joy and security that he his safe!
As we all sit here and enjoy our summer swimming, attending parties, traveling, and being with family; please remember those who are fighting overseas and are losing out another summer, holiday, or special occassion with their loved ones and are truly sacrificing their freedom while they fight for ours!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Proud Soldier...


I just wanted to share a wonderful picture of Jon! I ABSOLUTELY love this picture of him! He shows his true passion for what he does. While he was home we were able to get some pictures taken prior to deployment. They turned out wonderful. Robin referred Kelly Leardon to us and she was fantastcl! Highly recommend her for any wedding, family, kids, or just for fun photography! We had a lot of fun doing it! We had our photos done in Lockport, NY where the scenery was awesome. I will upload more as I get them. If you are interested in seeing them or working with Kelly her website is http://www.glimpsesofyouphotography.com/ and our password is: jandk

Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Sometimes No News is Good News...


Well it's been well over a week since I posted anything. Let me just start off by saying that I AM NOT SLACKING! :) The past week or so has been awesome! I have been able to talk to Jon every single day whether through facebook, skype or phone! Yes phone! He was able to buy a cell phone in Afghanistan which allows him to pay for minutes to call home. Let me tell you...what a treat it has been! I always thought I would need to fill these blogs with juicy details...however when thinking, I am happy to say that I can just write to share the joys of Jon's journey as well! Jon is staying busy and doing classes mostly everyday... and watching too many movies! We all know he is a sucker for movies! :) His original building that he was in recently moved him in the past couple days to another building where there is no internet. Sometimes I think what a bummer...but going into all this I imagined that I would not talk to him for weeks on end. I was looking towards letters in the mail (Dear John style). Jon is doing very well! He seems quite happy when I talk to him and not much is going on there lately...except those rocket attacks still! He keeps telling me that they are no big deal. However, while he was at the gym the other night he and his friend were leaving the gym and saw a rocket attack go off coming towards them. He said his only thought was to run like the wind! It makes me so nervous, but of course he laughs it off. Lately there have also been many sand storms. These are much like our blizzards, but they are so bad that the sun cannot even been seen for days. How scary. I recently received pictures from a friend of mine who was stationed in Afghanistan as well. He said I could share the pics with my students when we were doing our cultural awareness project. I thought it would be interesting to share the sand storm pic with each of you. The weather is hot, the sand blows around for days, and get in your eyes, mouth, etc. GROOSSSSSS!
When talking to him lastnite he said that he was looking forward to finding out if he was going to be able to fly an eagle plane ? and go to another part of the country to guard post while they picked up soldiers bodies who had passed away in war. How scary and how sad. I have to keep telling myself that he is a man and he lives for these kind of experiences. I pray each day that he is safe and surrounded by the protection and grace of God.
Jon had originally put in to come home in December. However, because of the abundant requests he was unable to get the month. Instead, he will be coming home November 17. This means he will be home for Thanksgiving! What a great way to celebrate this amazing holiday!
I hope everyone is enjoying our beautiful summer! Continue to pray for Jon's journey and a safe return home! As I hear, I will keep you all updated. Thank you for your kind words with the blog. I greatly appreciate it. I never saw myself doing something like this but I do it for Jon and for those who love and care so much about him! Please continue to pray for Jon's journey and a safe return home!

Love and Prayers,

Kristine

Monday, July 5, 2010

New Address...

Good Morning!
Some of you received the address that was posted to the right for the past few weeks. However, after talking to Jon that address has changed. I posted the correct address on the blog and Jon CAN NOW RECEIVE MAIL AND PACKAGES! Yahoooo! :) Hope everyone is well. Now shuffling off to Buffalo....Adios!
Love and Prayers,
Kristine

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Happy Fourth of July!


As you gather today to be with family and friends for a picnic, a party or just to watch the fire works; please take time to honor those who are and have served our country for our freedom. May you enjoy your day and please keep Jon in your prayers! Also, just a side note that Jon's address has changed. Many of you have the original address. However, it changed. On the right hand side, I updated the address with the new information. Still not sure when we can start sending mail, but I will keep you posted!

Thank a soldier today!
"When you see someone in a uniform Add Image
Someone who serves us all,
Doing military duty,
Answering their country’s call,
Take a moment to thank them
For protecting what you hold dear;
Tell them you are proud of them;
Make it very clear.
Just tap them on the shoulder,
Give a smile, and say,
'Thanks for what you’re doing;
To keep us safe in the USA!'
By Joanna Fuchs"

Saturday, July 3, 2010

The Next Move...

Good Morning! Today I am very thankful and appreciative. As we approach the Fourth of July, I have been continuously reminded the past few days of how important our troops really are! I flew out of Buffalo yesterday to Tampa. What an emotional ride it was. My layover was in Atlanta and when walking to my next gate there were many military men and women. I kept thinking how many troops there really are and how many families are truly missing their son, daughter, sister, brother, mother, father, etc. Upon arriving at my gate, the captain came out and let military enter first. When entering he called their name and everyone clapped. It is truly amazing to see the outpouring support from society. Of course I started balling. Next I was off to Tampa. I sat next to a guy on the train who was all geared up with his things. His name was Jesus. I politely thanked him for his service and told him briefly about Jon. While walking to get my bags there were many families waiting to welcome their soldier home. Huge signs waved with cameras in hand, and anxious ridden grins! Sure enough Jesus was coming behind me and his wife and two daughters started yelling "Daddy"! Jesus dropped everything and was reunited with his family while tears filled their eyes! Everyone again clapped and we all started crying tears of joy and more importantly appreciation. I cannot wait until the end of this deployment when we can all be reunited with Jon! :) I felt like yesterday was a sign from God. That he is with me during the midst of sadness, axiety, and having bits of fear during this journey. He kept showing me these signs to continue reminding me that " I am here. Trust in me with all your heart and I will not depart. Everything is going to be okay Kristine." This was just a tad of signs! God is soooo good. Last night I got the opportunity to go see a Tampa Bay Storm game. For all of you non sports fans; it is an indoor football game. It was so cool! And even cooler because it ended up being military appreciation night! They honored soldiers in the stands as well as those locally. Overall it was just a great day! It was so nice to be reminded of Jon in all of it!
On an even better note....
I GOT TO TALK TO JON TODAY! He messaged me around 9am. I quickly hopped out of bed and ran disheveled to the computer. Gosh, he knows how much I hate being on the computer when I just roll out of bed. However, I made a promise that while he is deployed I would get on that darn camera! It had been three days since I talked to him. (New record for those that are counting :) ) At first he seemed a bit down, but he always sparks right up to the real Jonny boy! He looked super good. He again gave me a virtual tour of his building. It looks like a house! He said everything was going well and that he was not scared. Funny how that's the first thing I ask. He seems to be transitioning well to all the things he can't normally have. Apparently there is no water there. A huge truck comes and fills the sinks ever so often and that is all they have. Once it is gone, they having nothing else to use. Instead they are drinking water bottles and using them for hydration. Knowing Jon, I am sure he has tons of them emptied and thrown on the floor. :) The first night he got there they had a rocket attack. The Afghan military have been launching rockets in order to hit the base and soldiers. He said there was a huge fire and outbreak because the rocket hit near the base. Of course Jon missed all the action because he was sleeping. I got so nervous when he told me that. However, he reassured me that nobody has died because of the rocket attacks. Apparently they happen often. I couldn't imagine. I'm just glad he is safe! Soon Jon is going to have to go on long patrols. He thought he would be staying where he is at. Unfortunantly he will be going on patrols in Pakistan. These missions can be anywhere from two days up to a full week. He will be in charge of combat out post. He will watch and monitor a fenced in area from attackers. Therefore, there will be no mail, internet, electricity, or running water. He is not sure when he starts or when he will be able to talk again. He is thinking approximately in a week or two. After each mission he will return to KAF where there are all of these "luxuries." Hopefully that will be sooner than later. Each day I am continously thinking of Jon. I miss him so much. I cannot wait until he returns! Please continue to pray for Jon as well as all the others fighting for our freedom. I will end with a short video link called "American Soldier." Thank you to all those who sacrificed so that we may enjoy this Fourth of July!

http://www.youtube.com/ and type in american soldier by Toby Keith

This nation will remain the land of the free only so long as it is the home of the brave.- Elmer Davis

Love and prayers,
Kristine

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Wake up Call...

Jon left Germany on Monday. It was a long sad day yesterday. I think it was the longest I went with out any contact from him since we started dating. So of course I was worried. I had no idea when I would hear from him. However, I woke up to a wonderful text message to say to go on skype! Thank you to the inventor who created this AMAZING communication tool! I was so thankful to talk to Jon this morning. While in Germany, he was six hours behind...now he is about 10! It was 7pm there and they just arrived in Kryzygstan and would be staying there for a few days. While waiting for the flight in Romainia, he and his unit had to sleep outside along the runway. I was so sad to hear that...however when I put it into reality, Jon LOVES camping so I am sure he was just fine! :) He arrived at 2am their time and was starving. He had only good things to say about the "chomp house." The food was hearty and is open for 24 hours! I got to see where he was staying in the Kryzgstan airport. He gave me a virtual tour. It was so awkward talking to him with so many people in the background. There were beds everywhere and it was almost like a huge tent with hundreds of people staying in there. A lot of people from his unit left today to head to Afghanistan. Jon should be leaving tomorrow if the flight does not get cancelled again. The internet is not very strong, and we ended our conversation by the shut off of connection. He said that when a lot of people are on, the internet tends to run slow. Please continue to pray for him and send him letters of encouragement. He will let me know when he can start receiving letters and of course I will pass that on to all of you. I recently opened up an e-mail from one of Jon's aunts in Florida. I would like to close this blog with a prayer that she shared:

We pray for your continued strength to be strong in the face of adversity.
We pray for peace in your heart, to show others how to find their own peace.
We pray for your safety, that you will return to your families and friends.
We pray that your hope, courage, and dignity will remain in tact, so that you may show others the way.
God bless you and keep him in your loving arms, today, tomorrow, and always.

Love and prayers,
Kristine

Sunday, June 27, 2010

The Time Has Come...

Due to OPSEC I had to delete some information that I posted lastnite! Sorry!
What a rough few days. Waking up to see the news of a local soldier from NT...and now preparing to see Jon leave for the next year to a country where life will be totally different...almost freedomless! A place where morals do not matter, women are degrated, and life is just plain out miserable and unethical! What a true challenge it must be for those already in Afghanistan fighting. Jon is currently enjoying his last days...or shall I say last hours in Germany with friends, TV, internet, and freedom. All of his things are packed up and gone. :( I was pretty emotional today when talking with him on skype. However, I have to remember his purpose and that this is something that he has ALWAYS wanted to do. Until then, I will be here to pray, encourage, and support him all the way through this journey. Tomorrow, they will be on lockdown at 6pm their time. The unit will have a ceremony to honor those leaving and then provide dinner for them afterwards. Soon after they will all huddle into a huge room...almost like a gymnasium until further notice. On a better note, Jon recently got his address for Khandar. However, he is not sure when he will be able to recieve mail and packages. His address is:

PFC Strible Jonathan

B Co 40 en

c/o HHC 105th en bn

APO AE09355


Jon would love to hear from each and every one of you! The smallest things are the ones that are most treasured. As I prepare for his departure...I currently sit here typing with tears in my eyes praying for safety and a return that is healthy, honorable, and momentous! I know this will be a difficult year for not only Jon, but certainly for myself and his family and friends. Together we will support you Jon from now until the end! I love you! I will end with a quote that had me thinking and truly shows his strength and integrity...

" I am only one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something. And because I cannot do everything, I will NOT refuse to do something that I can do."

Love and prayers,

Kristine






Wednesday, June 23, 2010

The Time is Near

Good afternoon! Wow is it a scorcher today! I'd say 90 here in Buffalo! Well it has been a few days and Jon is doing well. Once he got back to Germany, they reminded him that he needed to get his things together. The movers (Germans) had come to take all his belongings for storage. His entire unit got emptied yesterday and the other building was being emptied today. As I sit and realize this whole mindest, my heart hurts to know that the time is coming so soon. He said that there is not much talk about what day exactly he is leaving. However, they did tell him that it's going to be Sat, Sun, or Monday of THIS weekend. I don't think reality has quite sunken in yet. Friday night I am sure it will hit me once again. Lately I keep saying that I am more worried about him losing his freedom and ability to do what he wants when he can, rather than his safety. However, I do worry about safety as well. I DO know that Jon will be safe no matter what obstacles he will face. He is strong and determined in whatever he does. Today they got to decide which month that they wanted to come home while being deployed. Each soldier chooses a month. Jon of course chose December. What a great month! However, only two soldiers can leave per month. So depending on how many people signed up for December will depend if he is able to leave or not. He will not know until the date gets closer. The soldiers are able to leave from 3months until 9months into deployment. Some will have to leave already in August after only being there a short while. Please continue to pray for Jon and the rest of his company as they collectively come together for their mission as soldiers.